Only Just My Fantasy...

I hear your name and I smile,
My heart beat faster..My palms are sweaty,
My breathes are weak but I am still Strong
I close my eyes and I could feel you,
physically and spiritually,
The ro0m gets dark and I am alone with you...
My hearts intwined with yours...
I smell your scent and I melt,
Like Liquid..My heart and soul is a puddle
Made from raindrops on a hot summers night,
I feel this way for you,
For you are..
My fantasy..My sweet dream..My goodmorning,
But what do you feel?
I ask because I hear of others,
Not of me when it comes from you...
Do you feel as I do?
Do you long for me?
Do you think of me? Feel Me..See my smile in your mind
As I do yours?
Or is it just me...with a childish crush
Nothing more...
And sadly in my heart
you will always be..Unforgettably..Only just my fantasy..
My sweet dream...But someone elses goodmorning :(

That "CHICK"

i used to be that "im not leavin until i got enough proof" type chick, but when it was right before my eyes i just excused it every time. that "if u walk out that door dont come back" type chick, but always welcomed a nigga wit open arms. that "just let me go if im not your one and only" chick but knew in the back of my mind i was one of many. used to be that "id do anything for u" chick even though he didnt do a damn thing for me. that "i dont care bout them other b*tches" type chick when deep inside it killed me. used to be the "just keep it real wit me" chick even though i already knew the truth. cant believe i was the "put that on us" type chick knowin he didnt give a damn about that. fasho that "he treats me better than anyone else" chick when regardless he was still doin me wrong. and mos deff that "maybe if i just stick around he'll learn to really love me" chick, but most people dont realize what they got until its gone. that "cant nobody love him like i do" chick when really i felt like a "i need love too" chick. got tired of bein that "im sorry for everything" chick when i never did sh*t but be his "down ass b*tch" type chick. well thanks to those niggas- now im just that "f**k it! if u dont love me- somebody else will! so DONT get too comfortable" chick!!!